on again off again

well what a wonderful do nothing weekend.  I worked most of Saturday and then came home and hide.  I talked to my mom on sunday but didn't hear from number one daughter, number one son called but I had the phone off.  Might be the reason I didn't hear from number one daughter. 

Yesterday I talked to Steven and poured my heart out to him.  I hate Delaware (not really), I work to many hours, I have no friends etc.  He listened and then gave good sound advice.  I need to go back to dating him even though we live 222 miles apart, I need to get my butt in a gym, I need to join a group, I need to stop working after 12 hours and I need my daughter to move in with me so I don't feel so alone out here.

I have taken all his advice and started eatting better no more fast food for every meal only one meal every other day, pack water and snacks in the car and stocked the fridge.  NO Chy Chy stocking fridge didn't include pizza rolls but I was tempted to buy them.  I bought healthy greens and good for me stuff and it sits right beisde the beer and vodka.  I am trying to get home early enough to go to the gym but so far no luck and I am not starting my days for working till 530 AM a whole 30 minutes later.  As for dating Steven I think I will give him another chance he is a nice guy and likes me and willing to drive 222 miles to see me.  He can't be all bad or he is desperate.

Chy Chy I love you