wow I applied for a new job
No Chy Chy not in WA but in Altoona PA. We are opening a new store and I have yet to open a store as a manager and thought I should give it a try. I have no clue if I will even get and interview but atleast I through my hat in the ring.
It will get me closer to Nate, Mom, Dad, Grams and of course Steven. Now I have to tell my boss tomorrow and hope he will support me in this quest. If he does not he is putz. I am sure he will.
I am still undecided about the job out west that would mean big changes for Steven and I and I am not sure I want to stress our relationship right now but if it is good for my career and I think I really have a shot at it I probably will right now I am just being a whimp and thinking it over. I am proabably thinking about it to much I should just apply and see what happens. Let's see the last 4 promotions I have tried for I have gotten I have a great track record and I could do the job it would put me closer to Chy, I would have a whole region (900 stores) not just a market, I would make more money, work longer hours and get to atlanta a lot faster.
Okay I have talked myself into it I am a going to go apply and see what happens.
Chy Chy love you babe sorry I got cut off last night
Ma, the dropping my phone call like a hookers ass at a rappers delight party was not cool. You lose Ma brownie points.
Altoona PA?!?!?!?!?! WTF Ma? I knew you shouldn't have taken that job that moved you to Dover. Too dang far.
If you apply in WA, I would be happy, but seriously Ma, consider who needs you most right now? Grams. Pap. Nate ('cause Karla just may crap out on him, or morph into a i-don't-see-you-enough rage and kill him. please prevent that), Great Grams (more of the hey-how's-it-going support, on account of she's living forever, and I glad!). Steven. If you are serious about they guy, you may as well be serious about him. As in seriously think about how friggen sucky it is not being able to see that person. It's re-god-damn-diculous how depressing it can be. Me...well, not to say I don't need you, but I ain't going anywhere soon. You can always find me in Seattle.
Do what you have to do, your an adult with an adult daughter that can (barely) take care of herself. I miss you and I love you, but do what right for the career AND the love life. And the fam.
